A whole month has fled past since Cl's departure. Everything is wonderful here in school and I have enough reasons to believe that in fact my life is nicer than before. I am being treated and regarded as an authority by Stfn, the others in the staff as well as the parents something which Cl had always tried hard keeping that to herself. Stfn always consults me before doing anything and the other staff members do the same which was not the case when Cl was there.
The first week after she went away, I mailed her and she immediately mailed me back. One weeks later I casually mailed her again but received no reply from her. I thought maybe she was busy in shifting or settling in her new household; maybe she didn't find timeeven to check her mail. However I am constrained to change my opinion now as both Asy and Stfn told me they had both called her and talked to her phone and that she was getting stressed in hunting for a new job. In fact, both Asy and Stfn were thinking I must be knowing more about her latest updates as I was closer to her than the others. It was so humiliating to tell them that I haven't even been replied back.
Another example of Cl's spurious farcical love for me! And still everyday when I check my mail I always hope to find her reply....
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